i'm crashing... after 3 days of being ok i'm not anymore... and i was more than ok i was happy... now... i can't sleep after being so intensely tired for the past few days... tired beyond the point of sleeping anymore? it's been an hour and i'm wide awake but now i'm crying 'cause i tried not to think about it and yet everything just comes flooding back and i can't help it. i can't make it stay away and all i was thinking is how i need something to make me go to sleep... i wish someone was here to sit with me... anyone... i just don't feel safe... i never feel safe anymore. i just need to sleep that's all i want is sleep... why is this so hard? i can't do this... i have to sleep...