they lock you in a room and throw away the room

i can't really remember what i was intending to write about tonight. probably something to get white space filled in. to speed up the time until i can be somewhere else, being productive. but this is just as productive as anything else, even if i'm not being paid for it.

i've been wanting to buy the crow for a while now. the full moon's on friday, and i fully intend on spending some time just watching it. it's something that i haven't gotten the chance to do in a very long time, and like he said, i don't know how many times i'll get to see it again.

Because we do not know when we are going to die, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well and yet everything happens only a certain number of times, and a very small number really. How many times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood? An afternoon that is so deeply a part of your being that you cannot conceive of your life without it? Perhaps 4 or 5 times more. Perhaps not even that. How many times will you watch the full moon rise ...... Perhaps twenty and yet it all seems limitless. - brandon lee in his final interview

that's all i'm thinking on right now.

enjoy the rain and the full moon. and if you don't catch it this time, there's a blue moon later on.