now THAT'S a rock

so tired. i'm gonna need some ibuprofin tonight. ah well.

listening to ben folds live.

this weekend was fun. i got to see my cousins again, got to hang out at the farmhouse again and enjoy the warmth and acres of pecan trees. but the drought's really gonna fuck over a whole lot of people this year. no water for irrigation. people are having to drill more wells, that is if they want to keep their crops. my uncle got their irrigation water for the whole year - one day of water - and was only able to water 12 out of 19 acres. yeah, it looked really bad. a drought will really fuck farmers up.

two divorces, one engagement, and one majorly sick car. ask me about it in september.

i could totally see myself at state. i mean, we didn't get to go there 'cause of the time we got in, and the stupid hotel didn't let us check in til three, but anyway yeah.

it was just, nice.

we have two weeks of school left. i have no idea what i'm doing this summer. i don't know. i was asked endlessly this weekend "so where do you want to go to college?" it's really irking me by now. i wish someone would just say "you're going to this college" so i wouldn't have to deal with it.

bah. i'm tired. i need sleeping pills, pain killers, allegra, and something that'll make me eat. or make me not get sick when i do.

alex, can i live at your house every day after school for the next two weeks?