and again i say oh fucking fuck

i have this really huge urge just to go outside and smash the windows that are in the back yard. i'm all twitchy and pissed off and i can't tell if it's a blood sugar thing or hormones or what the hell's wrong with me today. bah.

added people to the blogroll. if i added you, and you don't want the link, just leave a comment and i'll take it off.

i was really fucked up last night when i was working on the net. i think it all rolls down to the fact that i really hate eating. not for weight issues, if i wanted to lose weight i'd get off my lazy ass and exercise. i just don't like eating. especially since i feel sick most of the time. but then again it's my own damn fault.

it's a vicious cycle i tell you. vicious.

i don't want to leave right now. and i don't want to have to be home by 12:30. maybe i just won't. it's not like i get grounded anyway. or that getting grounded would have any effect at all on me.

fucking fuck.