if i leave here tomorrow

home a day earlier than expected. and i have too much to get done.

waste of time? yes and no. i heavily needed to do school stuff this weekend, and like i've said before, missing one day of school has now fucked me for the next week. and it just so happens this week is the week before exams. joy. i should've stayed home and gotten everything done, but it really wasn't my choice, again.

csu is ok. i like the town more than the school. it just didn't feel right. we had a tour and all, and they were nice. i'd get in-state tuition because of wue, which is the only reason i agreed to look at the school. but with all that, i'd rather just go to state.

cu is beautiful. i couldn't get over the architecture of the place. we didn't get a tour or anything, but it just felt better. of course it costs 30k to go there, so i'm still counting on berkeley to be awesome.

and if not, state it is. i don't need all this shit in my life that comes with worrying about college. i'm almost ready to drop out and get my ged. but of course, it all depends on berkeley.

i missed school. i missed homecoming. i wouldn't have gone to homecoming if i'd have been here except for alex. and even then...

drama starts this week. i haven't read the play yet, and it has me worried. if i do drama (and i am doing drama), then one of my classes has to go. i would say calc, but i don't do anything in calc anyway. so physics it is. and i had such high expectations for that class this year. ah well. so no more life for the next month (a month of rehearsals for a three act. we're fucked). and apparently i have to tutor some kid in spanish for exams. i'd hate to have me as a tutor.

i wouldn't work on homework at all today except that i have one other person relying on me to get the gov project finished. that's ok. i know what i'm talking about. and i like yao. i'd never bitch out on her.

i need time that i don't have.