modnar part 52

i thought we had bikes that i could take a few spokes off of and make picks, but apparently they went when my dad did his whole let's-throw-away-everything-in-the-house thing.

previously mentioned twitchiness seems to occur on the weekends. i also only drink coffee anymore on the weekends. i never thought i'd get over my caffeine addiction so much that drinking coffee on weekends would have this effect on me. just goes to show that i should probably stop altogether.

i haven't written anything in six months. maybe that's why i still write here, thinking one day it might hit me again. i've been thinking of posting what i did write six months ago... i don't know. maybe one day when i have time and energy.

i'm not dropping any classes. as much as i bitch about calc and physics, there's no real point to dropping them. plus, if i did drop, there wouldn't be any class for me to change to. that and brooks just told us that we just finished the hardest physics we'd do the whole year. so there isn't really any point to dropping it anymore.

i want to clean my house. majorly. when semester break rolls around, i'm going to ask my mom if i can organize everything in this house. we still have things in the solar room from the kitchen when we did the floor. and in my room. maybe it will give my dad a push to finish the floor and get started on finishing the rest of his projects he wanted to get done this year.

as much as i don't think the world will ever change, i want to try doing a little something. information bombing, like what mister black gentlemen did for buy nothing day. except with all different kinds of information. aids awareness. involvement in voting. pollution reduction. recycling. little tricks you can use to screw over the man. our rights as american citizens. everything that i actually have an opinion on. all the things i think that people can actually do, and make a change.

i believe that if i wasn't so lazy, i'd have accomplished a hell of a lot of things by now. it would also help if i got some encouragement from my parents, instead of orders, or "that's a nice idea, but it will never work".

i hate the idea of shaping a person's mind, beliefs, actions. that's why i am never having children. but i like the idea of giving out information to people, and encouraging them to make up their own minds about it, and not listen to what they're told to do.

i really, really like learning new stuff about computers.

i've been wanting to read the da vinci code and the gospel of thomas for a while. maybe now during break i'll be able to.

my computer does not like cd-rw's. my computer also does not like anything you put into it.

i like gui, but being able to do things on dos is so much cooler.

i refuse to get a flu shot.

i should probably be doing my work right now. off.