by starlight i know you

i've been on a smashing pumpkins trip for the past week. it works for any mood recently.

over.

i'm so insanely tired, yet i wake up at something like 7:30 every morning for the past week. what's that like four five hours of sleep? ah well i'm making up for when i get my wisdom teeth out next week and will sleep for two days straight.

not sure about getting the piercing this thursday... i have really bad luck with timing. damn doyle.

must stalk people in the next few days and get their songs and quotes. i have everyone's senior pictures from senior slide show, so if nothing else i can just bullshit what i have.

i think i'm finally starting to calm down.

wondering if my dad will punish me for the first time for being fifteen minutes late for curfew. even though i tell them there should be a fifteen minute grace period, to account for the fact that i will not speed at night and get another $180 ticket.

last night was... what was the point of all that again? sitting there listening to mikey made me wonder what took me so long to stop being catholic.

that was the first time i've been in a church for over a year. it didn't feel good.

no sleep, low blood sugar, and stupid stupid hormones make me very very dull. mbah. must work on pictures.