physics is all in the mind

focus and focus and nothing exists in the world except for what you want. ten billion possible things floating around all at once and all i want to do is look into your eyes again, because i can, because i can finally look into someone's eyes and not shy away, not feel scared or not good enough, the eyes with the green on the edges in a starburst slide into light brown and glimmer even when i know they're looking right back into my eyes. lost in something i never could look at before. i wonder how much i've missed, missed eyes. i don't know, but i don't want to miss them anymore. catch a look and save it for me, save it right there in a picture, save that world so i can go back in my memory and conjure up that reality again. nothing really exists when you think about it, nothing except for us and our thoughts, memories, our ability to change anything and nothing at all. we exist because we say so. create anything you want. maybe that's what epiphanies are. get lost in a forever in a moment, time doesn't even exist.

it all makes so much sense. i understand it, more than people would think.

i've had so many blue moments this summer i can't even count them anymore.

keep it forever.

forever in a moment.