staring at the sun

"now you're handing me harsh reality, i'm standing still -- you're flying away from me"

i've had that in my head for days now, and i can't get it out. and i don't even LIKE soulcracker. soulcracker: flickerstick's arch enemy. but no really i like the guys (or 3 of them) and a few of their songs, but i think they threw out beastie and that pisses me off. yeah.

so anyway...

exams start tomorrow. i'm not studying today because i have trig and guitar tomorrow. ah i love a nice schedule. that and a 100% average in class. that can never hurt.

i would've posted yesterday except i felt really bad and tired. i'm surprised i didn't pass out driving home from school. it wasn't fun at all.

so my weekend is a question right now... on friday our guitar sub is playing at ore house, and katie and kyle are going to see him, and i should come too. well yeah, that would be nice... but i don't know if it's gonna happen. and then bryan's party is on saturday. and i haven't seen bryan in a while (since state fair) and i won't see him for a while after that, so i should go but i don't know... i don't really feel like driving home at midnight... ah choices choices. damnit alex where are you when i need you?!

people are right, this blog is crap.