"that was a very sarcastic paper, little one"

so yeah. i don't know what grade i got for it but the fact that she commented didn't make me feel any more at ease.

so the news of the century: well actually it's the only prominent thing that's happened to me recently:

I GOT IT! that's right children, i got flickerstick's original Welcoming Home The Astronauts. it's just as wonderful as the epic release. except that it's the original, which makes it extra special. you can really tell the difference in the songs. for one: they have some background noise in it, which makes it really cool. i was driving in my car listening to it this morning and like a kid screamed in "sorry wrong trajectory" and it scared the shit out of me. but it was really cool. aaahhh i love it. for two (for two? only i could use these phrases in my everyday speech and think nothing of it): the lyrics are different. like, in some places they have the full lyrics, in other places they just have instrumental where in the epic release they had another lyric... aaahhh it's madness i tell you brilliant madness!!!

really this is so exceptionally wonderful. it has "coke" with the naked lyric still intact, it has the good version of "beautiful", it actually has "right way to fly", and yes, the intro in "sorry, wrong trajectory" does go on for an exceptionally long time. the good thing about the epic release is, well, it's a "professional studio" sounding release (but is that better? hmm...), it's actually available at music stores, and it has "smile" and "execution by x-mas lights" on it. minus "right way to fly". but that's ok.

so yeah, 2 cds down, one to go. now i just have to actually write that email...

aaahhh i was talking to matt yesterday and i remembered why i love drama so much.

the possums.

so since david is apparently a really quick memorizer, i'm going to have to actually memorize some pages tonight. i haven't yet started to write in the journal, and i don't know if i will. i'm still too paranoid to actually keep a journal, but i figure i can always buy one of those fire-proof little safes that they have at superwalmart. that or take it with me everywhere so certain people won't get their hands on it...

ok, here's a problem that i'm having... have you ever had this friend within your group of friends that, um, isn't really your friend? like, in the group you can stand being with them, but you wouldn't volunteer to spend any more time with them any other time? so yeah, that's kinda what's going on. kinda. my moods change really frequently lately, so i don't know how i'll feel about it later. chances are that it'll pretty much be the same. i don't know. i try not to dwell on that very much.

ok, cd just ended. i'm off to do homework.