confusion

i want so much to be able to help you, to be there for you. i want to tell you that you are important. you've always been important. that even though life can feel like it's gonna kill you, you always have people that love you, and you always will. you don't have to explain yourself to anyone.

i want so much to tell these things to you, to tell you that i consider you a good friend, and i always have. to tell you that i'll always be there for you if you need me. to say that even if you feel you don't matter to people, you matter to me.

i'm sorry for whatever happened, and i hope you know how i feel now.