everybody! everybody!

this ibuprofin isn't kicking in fast enough. hurry up and work damnit.

(bad?) news: the shipping of the ep was pushed back a week, which means it'll get here after the 25th. i figure, like usual, they didn't have enough inventory before they put it up for preorder, and now that everyone preordered (everyone except me that is. and i was trying to be courteous) they have to push back the shipping date to fix the mess up. it's still ok though. flickerstick in the next month. new studio music in the next month. apparently they're done with the lp... and is cory getting married??? i mean, i know he can be a crackhead when he writes in the journal (wait... that's dom...), but that's just odd.

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speaking of the only creepy fan-ness that i know (mostly from botr): so i guess rex got divorced, since they talked about him and rayshele being together... unless his wife was somehow cool with it... fletcher, i don't know. married? maybe. he's got a kid with her, so i'd like to think they worked it out after the show. dom, nothing to guess about there. dom's the slut of the band. brandin: no idea. he wasn't with anyone when the show ended (or he wasn't telling...), but you can't really figure out brandin. which makes him all the more awesome. now cory, i'm wondering, did he get back with his girlfriend that he had during the show, or is this someone different (counting on the fact that he's not just playing an internet joke. don't think he is though). now i must say, it's been what, over two years since the show aired? and they stopped shooting months before that. a lot of stuff happened since then, and i have no idea about the guys' personal lives. knowing the personal relationships of a band's members is kinda creepy, but all that i know about the guys anyone who watched botr would know. it just so happened that i liked them better, and have followed them since the show. so yeah. all of this is just me wondering. i'm odd like that.
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so anyway. the half day senior retreat was pointless. it did get me out of english though, i will give it that. but everything else was just... well, pointless. i'd much rather've been in sociology and physics. good thing: i got so far away into the running for class song. apparently someone else requested it too, so i didn't have to give them my cd. now they have to "screen" the songs (take out all inappropriate ones) and then send them to administration. and they'll pick the "acceptable" ones. ...bastards... and then maybe we'll have more than one song to "pick" from. ah false democracy. so sickening. so we didn't talk about anything important like i thought we were going to do (class motto, colors, etc., and senior week). instead it was "getting to know your classmates better". i could rant about what crap that is, but i'll spare you.

i don't think i bombed the calc quiz this morning, which is really odd considering how lost i was yesterday. that class just continues to piss me off. i'm considering dropping it at semester, but i know once i get to semester i'll just want to ride the thing out. stupid stupid girl. at least i'll learn it in college, with whatever science major i'm picking.

my extreme mood swings have been raving lately. i went from being fine, to being a crying wreck, to being fine, to crying, back to being fine again. but who knows, the night is young. i think i've said this before, but just as a reminder: i can go from fine to extremely emotional in a matter of moments. if you haven't seen it happen yet, wait around. it'll come.

in other news, i got my camera today. my dad's opening it now, so i'm off to play.