life, death, and the meaning behind grief

a couple nights ago i caught the last part of the first episode of carnivàle. it's awesomes. yeah, i'm probably biased since i like nick stahl, but it seems like a really awesome show. oh yeah, and it's on hbo, so if you don't have hbo (i'm still not quite sure why my dad signed up for hbo), you'll have to catch it sometime else.

i'm swamped in homework this weekend. i can't do my soc project since she didn't look at our proposals today, so that's one less thing to do. but i still have to study for gov and physics tests, do the calc worksheet, and figure out how i'm gonna write the english essay (that i have to go in at 7:15 on monday to do). ah, fun.

but i'm taking the rest of the day just to chill.

i've been meaning to write a couple decent posts for about two weeks, but i just haven't gotten around to it yet.

i'm completely pressed for time until quarter exams. and we haven't even started working on drama yet.

i don't know. i feel like i haven't really spent any time with my friends in ages, but it's not like i volunteer to get together with them. i just feel so stressed with school, having to keep a 4.0, getting everything done, not going insane in calc, and then everything with SATs and colleges and that whole mess. maybe i'll get a break the 18th. i hope so. a week of people's birthdays. which reminds me... anyway, the point is i need to get everything done and make some time for me, for my friends. for sanity. i'm off.

i'm ready.