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for some reason i've always felt that writing an "admissions" essay is like whoring yourself out to people. i hate it. i hate that shit more than i hate my computer right now. i feel that there is no reason to write an essay on my education, my extracurriculars that i don't have, or anything else about me. what the hell do people expect to get out of these things anyway? a great majority of people lie to get into college, because it's what people want to hear. and if you are truthful, what does it matter? what does anyone care? they're not trying to better yourself as a person. they're not trying to "help" you in any way. they just want your money, and want to seem like a "diverse" school. fuck that. but as it is this whole damn application is due tomorrow (yeah i know i waited until the last day to get it in. like i care.). and so i have to try and write something that won't sound like complete shit. fuck.