confused? for once, not really

i don't know what it is about late night revelations. maybe i just think better at night.

thought: what would the world be like if everyone just out and said what they felt about people. would the world be better for it, or worse.

thought: what's the difference between loving someone and being in love with someone.

ah. my brother was watching made on mtv this morning and even though i wasn't watching it i was aware enough to recognize beautiful when they started playing it as the background music. i always freak when i hear a flickerstick song on tv. it's awesome.

music is awesome.

more screaming matches yesterday. fun. when satan left, there were no fights, no screaming, at all. but once he comes back, there's a minimum of one per day. yeah. now i remember why i repressed most all of my childhood memories.

and with that in mind, i was glad to get out of the house last night. even if i did have to be around a lot of little children.

i wrote something last night when i got home, but i doubt that i'll post it. i mean, yeah, it's what i feel and i'd come out and tell you if you asked, but since you haven't... bah. i guess i'm still in my old mindset how i don't offer information unless it's asked of me.

and now my mind's off somewhere else.