pain relative to thought

the weirdest phrases pop into my head lately.

i have a feeling that i will probably get out of my house and go into santa in the very near future. after lunch probably. not that i eat lunch or anything.

second night in a row of writing. and it's not the best, or the most coherent, but it's writing. again, i don't know if i'll post it, but it's around if i ever decide to. but anyway, it's a good way to fill up my few hours of time in the night when i can't get to sleep.

i finally started making stuff to sell yesterday. now the question is, will anyone buy them? i don't like just making generic stuff. if i have someone that tells me a design or even gives me the beads to use, that's ten billion times better, 'cause i know they'll be happy with it, and buy it. it's guaranteed. but just making a bunch of generic stuff isn't. if no one buys it, i'm left with bracelets and such that no one wants. and i wear less stuff that i make than i used to. bah.

so here's my question: what do you think would sell better, hemp stuff, or those friendship bracelet things?

and sizes. that's the other thing i don't like. having to make everything two sizes, and not knowing if they'll fit people who actually want to buy them. ah the things i have to put into consideration just to get enough money to pay for getting pierced.

more boring and pointless rants. i think for once this week there are no clouds in the sky. hmmm. i feel lightheaded, so i better go eat something. damn blood sugar.