oh fucking fuck

this blows. and, most likely, this next week will majorly suck. and more likely, this next month will majorly suck. reasons: one- alex is leaving the sixth and will be gone for two weeks. the only redeeming thing about hummingbird is that she loves it so much. and if she loves it, then i say it's good. b- kyle's going on vacation sometime this month. not that i've seen him more than once this summer. or talked to him much. it's just good to know he's around so i could harass him if i ever get bored enough. thirdly- new floor fiasco. four- satan. e- it's fucking cold in here, but then it's really fucking hot out there. sixthly- i want my fucking schedule for next year already. fucking fuck i only needed 2 and a half credits to graduate, but no, fucking st. mike's makes you get a full schedule. so i have no idea what the fuck i signed up to take. seven- i don't WANT to take the SATs or ACTs again damnit. if the bastards don't think a 1280 and a 30 is good enough, then fuck em. and i'm not even bothering with SAT IIs. bastards. h- every other emotional/psychological stupidity that i frequently entertain. ninthly- i'm two seconds away from saying fuck college and going to nmsu. ten- I CAN'T FUCKING SLEEP.

aw fuck. either writing all this shit down is really helping me, or making me more and more fucked up.

fucking fuck.