Thursday, April 10, 2003

pure potentiality

just found an awesome blog. heartfire. i love finding blogs.

i'm sitting here wondering why i'm still wearing my krisna medal. i know why i got it, but that was before. i still have something to believe in, but... it's not the same. it's not a god, it's not krisna. but it's what krisna stands for. divine presence in each of us, in everything. if i could find a medal that had fire on it, i would gladly wear that. if i could find a medal with the heart mantra on it, i would wear that. but as it is, krisna is fire. krisna is just another form of everything i believe in. krisna is only a god as everything is god, everyone is god. god is just another name for energy.

and yet you can't use the name "god". god stands for a one, a one being that is higher than all. nothing is higher than all. and the conflict comes into play again... everyone is their own creator, destroyer, healer, self. everyone is completely different, but everyone has the potential to reach the same place. there isn't a need for anything to be above you, to control you, because you control your reality, your life, your self. the idea of fate would be demeaning to your self. the idea of a higher controller would be demeaning to your self.

everything is in existence. everything that ever was is in existence. everything that ever will be is in existence. at this very moment, and billions of years ago. because they're both the same. you can't see everything that has passed, but if you reached your potential, you could feel everything that has passed. life as you know it could end this second, but you will always be connected with the universe.

gate gate para gate parasam gate bodhi svaha

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