get it faster

i am so tired right now. it feels like a giant sat on my entire body and now my head is going to explode. i feel horrible, but not sick horrible, and not depressed horrible. just extremely tired and slightly pissed horrible.

horrible horrible horrible.

fuck my rules. i can break them when i want. i haven't yet made a rule that says i can't break my rules.

hmm... maybe i should right my rules down somewhere and update them.

later, right now i need to go sleep.