haHA. i got a 15. take THAT!

so... what to say what to say. i don't think i have any real homework, except for actually taking notes in my notebook. she collected them today and everybody got raped. well everybody except maybe 2 people. so tonight's problem: do i finish notes just in case she collects them again tomorrow? or do i not do them and hope that she doesn't? one grade of 15% is bad enough... i don't need two of them. i mean if i knew what the hell we were doing for the quarter and knew that i had more grades to bring this one up with, i wouldn't ever bother. but sadly i saw that my cumulative gpa has dropped yet again, seeing how last year i had 3 honors classes and now i have 1.

and now it seems i'm complaining because i can't get a 4.5 like i did last year, instead i have to settle for a 4.0. unbelievable.

today started out bad yet again, but... i don't know... i snapped out of it by lunch. the whole notebook thing didn't even piss me off a little. it was odd... but so is the phrase "you HAVE to come smell her hair!"

i have to finish registering for ACTs tonight. so i'll be back on later.

and, not to steal from alex, but her whole letters to (or from?) the editor is a pretty good idea. the only thing to reinforce me doing it is the knowledge that only 3 people read my blog.

OH yeah. that other thing. i cried yesterday when i watched sweet november. now, i don't know if that counts as real crying... i don't think so because the emotion was brought out by a movie, and not from myself. so that said, that was the first time i cried in a month i think. wow. that was really something.