closing time

i was gonna make sugar skulls for día de los muertos, but alas, i forgot. next year i'm gonna skip halloween altogether (except for rocky horror) and just do día de los muertos. much cooler and it has more cultural background. i can totally get into it. plus i get to be a little weird about it too.

"every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end"

so i finally got all of "believe" downloaded. apparently mp3.com got a format change or something, but i can actually download whole songs now, instead of only 51% of it. so yeah i did that. while doing that i also said that i'd only listen to the song once a day so i wouldn't play it out... like i did with beautiful. but all that changed once i got the cd, i mean how can i not like a flickerstick song? exactly.

with that said, i finally sent out the email. stupid me, sitting here looking at the calendar: if he does get the cd for me and bring it for thanksgiving, i'll have it the last week of november. guess when it gets released for retail sale... november 26. but hey this way i might get the cd signed and get some more merch, added onto that i might get flickerstick some more fans...

but that all depends on that he can go (or get someone else to go) to the show. ah well again with the win-win situation.

my parents are going to set up the set today, and i'm being summoned to help. i have homework so: if i get it done before they leave, i must go with them... if i don't get it done before they leave, i'll have to stay up and do homework (cause i probably won't finish for a couple of hours knowing me). ah the dilemma. bah i might as well just do it and get it over with.

going to mass on saturday nights is nice. i get to sleep in on sunday. it is very interesting though, to hear father talk about all this god stuff and see everybody around me hanging on his every word and agreeing with him and being so... religious. i can't get it anymore. it's just too weird.

my new unlogical idea: stupid me believes in ghosts. now doesn't this just fuck up everything i said before. i'm just gonna retract everything i've said about what i believe, because really i have no finite idea of what the hell i believe. i'm still leaning toward there being no god though. ah won't my family freak when they find out i've turned atheist.

that is, if they ever find out...

bah on to homework