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so i'm feeling better than i did last night. 12 hours of sleep can really calm me down a lot. i don't know how the fuck i got into depression mode then, but i do know that i really don't like it. makes me feel like complete shit. apparently trying to talk about it doesn't help either... just makes me sink deeper (thanks though, i know you were trying to help). so yeah a new day, and so far i'm just mildly pessimistic. which is a step up from how i usually am.

so news of the day: dad got the car up and running. he wants me to drive it today, to see how i like it. i have a feeling that i'll like anything that doesn't run like the '88. i haven't checked to see if it has a cd player (i don't think so), but if it doesn't - that's still ok. if it has a tape player i'm gonna have to go buy a car kit, 'cause i don't know what i'd do without music.

i'm supposed to go over to kyle's place at noon to do that stupid history project. history is terrible terrible terrible. but as it is now, i could never forgive myself for getting under 4.0 because of that stupid class. so of course, i'm going. i don't know if i'll actually find his damn house, god only knows how people can get around in el dorado. but getting minorly lost again really doesn't appeal to me. but the directions sound sort of simple, so hopefully i won't have to use my cell today and look like a dumbass calling because i'm lost.

but enough of that. what i actually got on the net for was to say this:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX!

different alex, people. a guy alex. it's scary, i always look at him and think that we're the same age, i forget that he's 2 years younger than me. but it's all fine. hope you have a great day alex, and come visit us once and a while.

well i have to go, to be able to leave at 11:15ish to go to el dorado. so bye all.