nas ne dogonjat

i have a bad feeling about this week. so far, so crappy. hopefully everyone will get their act together tomorrow and we'll have a real kick ass rehearsal so i won't have to kill someone on thursday.

i really hate those little sevies.

so i've been driving the olds for about 4 days now, and i think i might run out of gas tomorrow. the gage is off i think... when i accelerate, it goes up. when i slow down, it goes down. i have like 1/8 of a tank left, and i have no idea if that's enough to make it into santa. but oh well i didn't go fill it up tonight so i guess tomorrow i'll be really lucky or really thankful that i have a cell phone for another month.

i don't like adults. i've been thinking about that a lot lately. i really don't enjoy being in the presence of adults. especially my friends' parents. i mean, they don't know me, they have no idea about teenagers (and i know they use the argument that they were teenagers once but really it doesn't work... no teenager is the same, and the times have definitely changed), and they treat us like kindergardeners, if not worse. in their eyes, we have no idea what the fuck we're talking about. we don't have the right to make our own decisions, behave like ourselves. now i know that there may be a few cool adults out there, but i'm speaking from personal experience with the adults i've been around. i don't enjoy being near adults. i don't like hearing what they have to say about the world, about what teenagers are like and how we're gonna have a tough time in the future. i don't like getting advice from them. i don't like hearing them give other teenagers advice. i don't like listening to them say that the way we dress or present ourselves or talk or think is disrespectful. i hate when they ask me about "how things are going". but above all, i hate it when they think they know me. when they talk about me like they know me, like they know what i'm going through or how i feel. if you really want to piss me off, just do that. i'll guarantee you it'll work every time.

because of all these reasons, i am usually always silent or near silent when i'm in the presence of adults. when i go over to my friends' houses and their parents are there (with the exception of michele) i'm always quiet. antisocial. ungrateful. angry. all of the above. so i just keep to myself, follow around my friends and take cues from them until we're away from their parents. it's not that i have something against that specific parent, i just dislike adults as a whole.

if i just pissed off any adults (or others) that might have stumbled across this blog, oh well. this is my blog. go get your own and say something about it.